That thing in my chest is starting to come. Like, that feeling where I will be devastated if a certain someone just leaves my life right now. I like it. It makes me appreciate him more. But it's scary to think that something will happen and I will be left alone after feeling good things. It'll just keep me on my toes. And I wonder when loves settles in. Does it only feel real once you've actually said it and feel comfortable saying it? Or is it there and feels good thus why you say it? I dont know.
I dont want to be pregnant.
I really don't.
I had my first two classes today. Persian should be okay as long as I stay on top of my studies and not on the booze. And my history class should be okay only because the other students dont seem as studious as I am. I am looking forward to tomorrow's classes; LGBT and Human Sexuality. Two classes that I am sooo happy I got into and feel privileged to be studying.
And you know what else I like? I like it when your own feelings don't matter, ya know? All that matters is the other's happiness.
And I like that a lot.
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