dream

Sometimes you just dont feel good enough. Sometimes, no matter how much you preach self-love and self-respect--and no matter how much you feel it--it's never enough. Just feeling wrong in your own skin and feeling like you're the most disgusting and pathetic thing that God created. And yes, God created you because it's His fault for you being this way. He wanted you to be disgusting. He wanted you to hate yourself and how it feels to have someone else's hands on your skin. I'm all for the human form. I'm all for being expressive wiht your body. But I'm claustrophobic with my own body. I just can't do it. Not "it" but it. So shut the fuck up. I just want to be like a beautiful song and not be judged for having honest and raw lyrics. I just want to be beautiful. And better than beautiful. I dont want a word that can describe me. I just want to have that it factor.

I dont know how I feel about people sometimes.

I just want to give kisses.

Celebrate, you and me, climbing

Two by two, to be sure

These days continue, things we cannot change