It's so sad to see the world agree

People amaze me sometimes.

A paranoia has washed over me like waves over already wet sand. I am wet sand. The kind that gets stuck between your toes and feels mushy. And you hate it. So you step further into wet sand to reach the waves that will wash it away, but then walking away from the waves, you only touch the wet sand again. I am a vicious cycle that repeats. I am disgusting and I never have a point to me. I am told I deserve only the best. Do I really? Sometimes I feel like I am just a human who deserves to be treated like a human, not treated like the best. The best what? The best human? We're all fucking equal, man. We all deserve to be treated like the best. And we're fucking not because we're too busy hatin' on shit. Wow. This all turned into shit that it should not have. Anyways...

I'm happy. And I feel fulfilled and ready to take on black. Because I am light and light overcomes darkness. Doesn't it?

I need to get shitfaced. I dont want to feel anything but heat in my legs. No more heat between my legs.

Fuck you.