Everyone has a secret

I am here to talk about dreams. I just woke up from a freakish one. The symbolism behind my dream is slapping me in the face. Usually dreams consist of the symbols that you have to think about to understand. Yeah.... hhmmm... I had a dream that I was on a sinking ship. Yeah. Hello! A SINKING SHIP. Anyway, I was on a sinking ship with millions of other people (yes, millions) and I was saving others' lives. But the whole time I was trying to calm others from the panic they were feeling, I was texting a guy (who shall remain nameless) trying to seek my own comfort from him. Magically, I got cell phone service at sea, and this guy and I were talking. And he was telling me things trying to make me feel better and all I wanted from him was to tell me how he really felt. About me and us and how he'll feel going to my funeral without a body in the casket. Morbid, right? I should add that our ship was under attack by the Koreans because war was declared between North Korea and the United States and the two countries began fighting at sea. North Korea saw our vacation cruise ship and started bombing the shit out of us. So, we were all going to die, and amidst the ship sinking were U.S ships fighting back as well as military men trying to save lives and not die in the process. It was absolute chaos the whole time and for some reason I was sought out for comfort by these people. And I didn't really want it, but it happened so I had to be brave. And the only person I could trust with how I really felt was him. And I guess that all says a lot. And it's not someone that anyone can expect, so don't even try to guess. Whatever. It was just one of those dreams where you wake up and go, Eh?