It seems like years since it's been here

I'm in class and I am ready to eat chalk and die. I am tired and hungry and I just want to curl into blankets and be surrounded by pillows and someone else's warmth and just sleep the day away. I cannot wait for this bullshit to be done. It's like we've all been running for three and a half weeks straight and now we're struggling to get to the finish line. Just one more day right? Eh. Fuck you. It's fucking torture. So someone please get me some chalk (maybe some string) and let me die with white stuff all over my face. Just like Jesus intended it to be. haha. Conrad just asked Dave about Keynesianism economics and I'm about to burst out laughing. hahaha.

Yesterday marked two years since my grandma died. It's pretty weird stuff. I guess it was good that I didn't make note of it until the day was over or else I would have been sa-ad and o_o. The wound is still fresh, it's only been two years. I miss that woman and I can't really explain why. I guess it's just knowing that I will never talk to her again. Wow. I dont want to be morbid and write stuff that depresses people. I'd rather make you all laugh talking about my fight with 'No one' and toilet paper and my daily annoyances with bitches. They ain't shit but hos and tricks. foo'

I have $5 left on my meal plan. It's quite pathetic. I went home and got $75 from my parents and suddenly, a week and a half later, I'm going to eat grass and pigeon. Yummy. Hofstra would find ways to tax me for that, too. Fuckin-a.

OMG. Sam, Karen and I took Hofstra Pride pictures last night. I can't wait to walk around campus with them and make unnatural poses like we're having a grand time at Hofstra.

Have the wage be the variable that produces the adjustment. Some crap like that. Yeah, that's what we're talking about and it doesn't matter. Wages would go up, wages would go down, wages would go up, wages would go down, wages would go up, wages would go down. Yup. New York elite decided wages must go down. What the hell do ya know about that?

I hope Karen does her presentation soon. She's been freaking out over her Kula Ring shite, but she'll be wonderful. I just want her to go so other people go and then we're all happy and warm in bed with the blankeys and pillows and someone to cuddle with.

I JUST REMEMBERED THAT I HAVE MY OWN ROOM TONIGHT! Chances are I won't because people will walk in and out and sleep in Allie's bed so it'll be like sharing again. But I can dream of dancing in my underwear and chillin naked and sacrificing little babies on the wall. Hey, a girl can dream.

Billy's right: watch Snoop Dog's new video sometime soon. It's so fucking retarded that you laugh at it's fucked up chromosomes.

Peace. I should go and pretend like I'm paying attention and that I give three-and-a-half shits.

Little darlin' it's been a long cold lonely winter