You're already the voice inside my head

I couldn't sleep last night. I got into bed around 1:30am and I didn't fall asleep until past three. I was restless with non-stop tossing and turning. Absolutely ridiculous. Lack of sleep makes Fran...I mean, Reptar... extremely tired. I tried to listen to music and think of sleeping and slow stuff to calm my heart rate (i.e. the old/ fat people who ride the electric carts down the store aisles at like 2mph) but nothing worked. Don't ask me how I got to sleep; I have no fucking clue.

Jones soda. Words cannot express the love I have for thee. So many flavors and colors, it's a party in my mouth every time I take a sip. I lost my Jones soda virginity to Brittany Palma and Apple soda sometime last February when we were Panera-ing. That was an awesome night. We wound up talking for about three hours about *people* and why they're assholes and cunt rags. Isnt it amazing how those *people* are still assholes and cunt rags? Now I want Panera. I wanted Jones soda last night but Dave didn't seem too thrilled to drive to Stop & Shop at midnight to get some. I'm sure the pure cane sugar would have done wonders for my sleepy time.

I'm going to go to the gym today...hopefully. It's wet and cold out today so I'll have to rely on the bus to take me back and forth. I wanted to go last night but I missed my bus because Matt is a fuck stick. He wanted to go to dinner and I was on my way out and I had to argue about times and when he said that I should shower at the gym, I couldn't get clothes and stuff together fast enough and catch the bus.

I am really tired. This blog sucks because I'm tired. Surprise, suprise I also can't concentrate because there is noise about dumb shit...I hate dumb shit. I am so fed up with dumb shit. I cannot wait for this fucking month off, you have no idea. I cannot wait to surround myself with my own kind (and I dont mean white people); those who know when to shut the fuck up and are respectful and don't scream from across the room unnecessarily are those that I cannot wait to hang out with. I like it here at Hofstra and I am making friends and stuff, but people at home are just better because we all know eachother and we have jokes that are just awesome. I miss Andrew hugs, too. ewww. I'm dumbbbbbbbbbbbbbb.

Let me stretch and get ready for my workout. I'm going to pass out but I should really go. Maybe I'll moan again!! That'd be so fucking sweeeeeeeet. Maybe I'll write another one later that'll be more entertaining because the past two have sucked dick.

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